So, I made a little mistake and made a myspace profile. Don't get me wrong, it's really entertaining. I've talked to some interesting people, but I don't have any interest in meeting any of them in real life..... I'm scared of all people, especially people who have interest in me. I disappoint people, so I'd rather just.... not...
But I didn't really think things through and people on my myspace friends list have been seeing me in the real world! This is scary. I don't like meeting new people.. especially when they are under the assumption that I am a normal person..
I let it slip that I have a job and now all these myspacers are pestering me to find out where I work. Honestly, it makes me want to quit my job.
This is quite possibly the most ridiculous post in the universe, but I'm starting to understand the magnitude of my fear of others.
I'm actually wondering........ if I deleted it now, would these people still talk to me in public?
I would give a lot not to be so anxious around people.