[shanz01209]

Hey, My story is quite common, but it feels new to me.

Just over a week ago I tried cannabis, I had smoked it a couple of times before this incident. And lets just say it didn't go well.

10 minuets after taking the drug I panicked and my world spirled into hell after this.
I had a few panic attacks during the week but now I dont have them anymore

I now suffer from both DP and DR I feel like im watching myself through a tv.
But I have been alot better with it, im recognising myself in the mirror but I still have a while to go.

I have a AMAZING boyfriend who has struggled with me but is now helping me both physicaly, emotionally and mentally. My mum, brother, boyfriends mum and step dad knows whats happend and I've had lots of support.

I've booked my first councilling apointment very soon and im starting to move on.

but their is always a but.

I still struggle coping with this DP and DR and I feel like im never getting better BUT I KNOW I AM!! Im now having OTT (Over the top) emotions where everytime im on my own or my boyfriend has to leave for work Iwant to cry but I dont because I know it will stay with me for a long time.

I've tried medication and it doesn't work so im trying counciling and im going to try omega high strength 3,6,9 but I dknt know if the 6 and 9 will help or cause more problems.

Thank you for reading
shanz01209.

 

[Guest]

Hey, My story is quite common, but it feels new to me.

Just over a week ago I tried cannabis, I had smoked it a couple of times before this incident. And lets just say it didn't go well.

10 minuets after taking the drug I panicked and my world spirled into hell after this.
I had a few panic attacks during the week but now I dont have them anymore

I now suffer from both DP and DR I feel like im watching myself through a tv.
But I have been alot better with it, im recognising myself in the mirror but I still have a while to go.

I have a AMAZING boyfriend who has struggled with me but is now helping me both physicaly, emotionally and mentally. My mum, brother, boyfriends mum and step dad knows whats happend and I've had lots of support.

I've booked my first councilling apointment very soon and im starting to move on.

but their is always a but.

I still struggle coping with this DP and DR and I feel like im never getting better BUT I KNOW I AM!! Im now having OTT (Over the top) emotions where everytime im on my own or my boyfriend has to leave for work Iwant to cry but I dont because I know it will stay with me for a long time.

I've tried medication and it doesn't work so im trying counciling and im going to try omega high strength 3,6,9 but I dknt know if the 6 and 9 will help or cause more problems.

Thank you for reading
shanz01209.

It's great to read that you have support. It goes a long way.

What medications have you tried?

 

[Guest]

I agree with selig, It's amazing and paramount that you have support. Many of our new members come on with a doom and gloom outlook, that's not the best way to look at things, however it is understandable. I'm glad you are looking at things in a positive manner. Please keep us posted on how things are going!

 

[shanz01209]

I have tried propranolol and calm tablets before I used to attack. Thank you and that was one of the reasons why I was panicking was because I didnt tell my mum.
But she is so supportive and ever since this happend I appreciate life, family and friends.

 

[shanz01209]

Thanks jeff its like I always say.
"If my hearts beating and my lungs are breathing im fine" and "every breath I take, I'm getting better. Not going to im gettjng better!"

 

[shanz01209]

Also for the people who ask themself "I hope she learned her lesson" OH GOD ABOVE YES!!! never touching that crap again!

 

[Guest]

No one here will ask you that, we have plenty of members who have had the same cause of their dissociation. We all know it was a mistake, but yes, we learned from it. The only people who will say that to you are people who don't suffer from the disorder, and they can well, I can't say it on the forum but you know where i'm going!

 

[shanz01209]

Hahahahaha omg dude yes I know EXACTLY what you mean .
thanms guys im already feeling loads better I feel like I can finally laugh again you guys rock!