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·I had feelings that I was in a dream when I was a teenager when I would go into a mall.
When I was 35, my husband and I had just received a large commission (we are both sculptors) and were discussing the job at a restaurant.
During the discussion I suddenly felt that I was evesdropping on our conversation and thinking "these people are sculptors" it was almost like there were two parts of me - the part that was speaking and the other part listening, but two entirely different people - it was strange. Later I started to feel out of control and worried that I might do something crazy. But nothing happened. I concentrated on a bunch of grapes that decorated the restaurant and after a while the sensation passed.
The feeling is always brought about by my husbands voice (he hates that, but it's true)- sometimes I don't recognize where we are when we're in the car- familiar territory looks new to me. Sometimes I have felt that I am actually far away watching things as through a remote camera. Sometimes I feel like I am waking up inside someone and else and think "Is this where I belong" I have felt that I was like water floating formless above myself.
The worst was the feeling that nothing existed. Not just me, but that nothing existed. It was a weird feeling. Coming back is always a wrench. Where I go usually seems quiet and peaceful. Except when it seemed nothing existed. That was scary. The sensations are short lasting one or two minutes.
When I was 35, my husband and I had just received a large commission (we are both sculptors) and were discussing the job at a restaurant.
During the discussion I suddenly felt that I was evesdropping on our conversation and thinking "these people are sculptors" it was almost like there were two parts of me - the part that was speaking and the other part listening, but two entirely different people - it was strange. Later I started to feel out of control and worried that I might do something crazy. But nothing happened. I concentrated on a bunch of grapes that decorated the restaurant and after a while the sensation passed.
The feeling is always brought about by my husbands voice (he hates that, but it's true)- sometimes I don't recognize where we are when we're in the car- familiar territory looks new to me. Sometimes I have felt that I am actually far away watching things as through a remote camera. Sometimes I feel like I am waking up inside someone and else and think "Is this where I belong" I have felt that I was like water floating formless above myself.
The worst was the feeling that nothing existed. Not just me, but that nothing existed. It was a weird feeling. Coming back is always a wrench. Where I go usually seems quiet and peaceful. Except when it seemed nothing existed. That was scary. The sensations are short lasting one or two minutes.
