It's important to seek help from a mental health professional if you are experiencing such intense symptoms. They will be able to provide you with a proper diagnosis and recommend appropriate treatment options. Additionally, please know that every person's experience with mental health is unique, and it's not uncommon for recovery to take time. Keep hope, and be kind to yourself during this difficult time.
Thank you for trying to reassure me. I’ve already saw bunch of different doctors and specialist, all of them don’t know what is happening to me, they never saw a case like me, to make it short the medical system seem to not be able to help me, and keep blaming The problem as a mental or psychics problem when trust me it’s not and I’m 100% sure of that.
i mentionned in the original post that I tried multiple drugs and meds and none of them did a slight thing to help, so I end up stuck in this state for that long And don’t know if life is worth living anymore.
It’s fucked because, i never had suicidal tought before in my entire life, life was amazing and I was so happy in where I was, but since this shit happened overnight and don’t go away no matter the effort I make, i don’t want to die of course but now I’m thinking that this is the only solution to end the hell At this point.