My name is Raven Danna Carson.
As you probably may or may not know, i am Suffering from Dp and Dr. I have been for about almost 2 months, but it feels like years. Now the story behind this is awful, and i am ashamed. But, here we go.
So i smoked pot all summer, NEVER experienced any weird things like DP and DR. But after smoking spice in September 2011, i have a Horrific trip. It was horrible. I would explain but then that would make me think of it again and ponder and scare me. However, i did experience depersonalization and derealization during it, at that time i didn't know anything about Dp and Dr. But as months went by i NEVER smoked pot again. In December, 14, 2011, i smoked pot again and it had spice ressin or something else mixed in, i didn't know, so of course i had another horrific trip, but this time around i never got out of Dp and Dr, the only thing that ended was the weird slow motion and destortion. But anyways everyday after this I was terrified, i didn't know what was going on, everyday was horrific and terrifying. Then i got help from my doctor after i explained EVERYTHING to my mom, dad, and brother. Now she gave me some antidepressant medicince (Jan.6,2012) and i was on 10 mg, for 3 days, well within 3 days she up'd it to 20mg(which btw you are NOT suppose to do.) Well,i had another episode like the trip i had when i smoked, and it made my Dp and Dr sevearly worse. So i struggkled and terrified each and everyday not know what was happening to me, then Jan.29,2012, i found Depersonalization and Derealization, i then got releif! I wasn't going crazy or anything like that!! this was just Anxiety! So now i feel a little bit better but i'm still dealing with it, i'm so close yet so far away from getting over it! I can feel i am going to get through this and over this!!! And currently i'm going through councling to help with it too.
spice is what messed me up too late august of last year. what kind did you smoke? i see that ur from tn, as am i. they've been outlawing spice recently and raiding places.
spice is what messed me up too late august of last year. what kind did you smoke? i see that ur from tn, as am i. they've been outlawing spice recently and raiding places.
I smoked the strawberry kind. And now everytime i smell strawberries i think of what i went through and it makes me feel uncomfortable. :/ Hahah. And they REALLY should make it illegal! Its some bad shit!
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And currently i'm going through councling to help with it too.
