I'm so glad I found this I first suffered with maladaptive day dreaming for however so many years until it went away and then with that dpdr happened to come around after I quit daydreaming I would numb my emotions and my body from feeling anything and it got so bad that I was always curious in thinking why I felt like I was always disappearing or feeling really old and I realized I must have been going through it really bad, I'm in recovery from it now and I'm on a better antidepressant zoloft but I feel empty inside like I want my emotions from when I had dpdr to just come in my body too so I can feel my whole life feelings in one but I can't I feel reborn but then again lost without it I'm glad to see that from you experiencing it for so long your happy and I hope I will feel the same way and for all those who suffer everything is temporary with God its possible
