my mother touches me sometimes, but i dont know if it's sexual or not

she sometimes also slaps me around and touches my bum and neck suggestively and then she tells me she does it because she loves me. recently she was involved in prostitution. i caught her going to those scammy dating sites that scam men out of their money. she tells me i wont have a wedding and that i will have a boyfriend and that i will need to find someone to have sex with. she doesn't care who. sometimes she suggests my cousin.