My mood is better but

Iv been on paxil again It’s been just over 2 weeks since starting paxil again and my mood is better ( not crying all of the time ). If my mood is better why is my dpdr still here ? My mood was fine though actually because I got this horrible thing. I️ don’t understand dpdr at all and the fact that doctors or no one else understands it either is terrifying. I️ need to get off this site because I️ can’t stand seeing people who had this for years, it scares the shit out of me. I️ can not live with this for years.