[lilnewk]

Iv been on paxil again It’s been just over 2 weeks since starting paxil again and my mood is better ( not crying all of the time ). If my mood is better why is my dpdr still here ? My mood was fine though actually because I got this horrible thing. I️ don’t understand dpdr at all and the fact that doctors or no one else understands it either is terrifying. I️ need to get off this site because I️ can’t stand seeing people who had this for years, it scares the shit out of me. I️ can not live with this for years.

 

[Thisisnotlife]

yes.. i think because the thing you are changic is your mood not really your state. because when you truly change your state of being its like total change. everything is different in that reality... we are just living in this very low place.. i remember before this all i was easily changic my state.. like jumping in different realities. when you are normal it doesent really matter how you are feeling because you feel yourself.. you control yourself.. and feel alive etc.. then all feelings can pass trough. but just here... is so random and painful