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Hi everyone,
I will do this in chronological order.
the 1st dp experience i remember is at the age of around 10 wich i only maybe experienced acouple of brief episodes up until i smoked pot at the age of 13, although i was a very anxious child, one suspect would be that i suffered a fever at around the age of 8 where id begin feeling the walls in my bedroom where moving away from me as i lay in bed, that subsided quickly and i get that very rarely now, maybe once a year.
after smoking and panacing on pot acouple of times i experienced DR for 6 months, i then vowed off drugs up until 7 months ago where i felt fed up with life and unable to accept being difrent and not being able to do drugs with everyone else in this world.
i did..

speed(average once - twice a week for the 7 month period)
xtc(once about 3 months ago)
DXM(once about 2 months ago) BAD EXPERIENCE simular i had DR for about 10-15 mins as it peaked in my system
cocaine(about 3 times throughout the past 6 months)
ketamine(one line wich made me feel trip as it was comming on although felt great as i was on it along with the speed)

i had never felt better in my life during these 7 months although its been 3 weeks now since i touched speed and in the past 3 days i have had constant DP and manageable DR

the suspected culprits for DR and DP in order are

DP 1 SPEED
2 XTC

DR 1 DXM
2 SPEED
3 XTC

my previous DR and DP experiences have never been related id either feel DP or DR at times, although atm its both!

as for how i got along with these drugs

here are my neg side effects of all drugs i used:

speed: NONE i loved it
xtc: none it was great although felt too strong for me to like (i still have the jittery jaw on occasion but its only been 3 months)
DXM: strong DR but for a short amount of time unlike my marijuana experience.

cocaine no disociative effects most side effects where physical and i felt in reality still.
ketamine strong vertigo only during the come-on

i feel very indecisive and anxious atm so if theres any typos/mistakes i will haveto fix them up when im feeling better.
 
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