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I guess I'm writing here because I feel alone and I don't understand why this had to happen to me. As I'm writing this I feel completely detached from my body and myself, as if this was two dimensional. I'm 19 years old and my disorder has become prevalent ever since I started university a couple months back. I guess we all have a story on how it happened, on how we got defeated by the world and ended up with such an uncomfortable disorder. I wanna accept it, I dont want to be alone anymore. I'm broken and I'm tired of feeling so emotionally disconnected from the most important people in my life. No one understands... how could they? It's such a complex feeling that when you try to explain it people go "huh" and move on to the next topic of conversation. I guess the point of this rant is how can I help myself... people here, who know what it's like how have you become okay-- if you have. Is there hope for something so powerful?