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do you guys enjoy music as much as you used to say before dp/dr? find i don't and i used to love hip/hop rap and i still like it, but i don't feel the music anymore. if u kno what i mean. i can't bop my head anymore to a beat that type of feel or tap my feet. i just don't feel it in my soul anymore, and i want to feel music more than anything, at least that would make me sort of happy, music or sports i want to feel something. i was such a big hip hop fan b4 this crap started, and i feel like i'm not a fan anymore. I even was lookin to be a producer or work in the music industry before all this,
but it seems like the dp has shattered my dreams and i have no ambition anymore. anyone one else feel the same way? its horrible, music was like half my life that and sports, now both are taken away from me, no it feels like i have nothing to live for. if i get the love for sports or music again the excitement adrenaline i would be happy, but i'm not so i don't know what to do, this thing is taking my life away and i want my life back, at least my love for music or something.
but it seems like the dp has shattered my dreams and i have no ambition anymore. anyone one else feel the same way? its horrible, music was like half my life that and sports, now both are taken away from me, no it feels like i have nothing to live for. if i get the love for sports or music again the excitement adrenaline i would be happy, but i'm not so i don't know what to do, this thing is taking my life away and i want my life back, at least my love for music or something.