more than just dp dr or dp dr?

hello guys

it all started in 9th grade imeediately i started getting exisitential thought like who am i?why i am here on earth? that resulted into panic attack.this continued for 1-2 weeks and i forgot all about that but today may be 1month back it started again and this time its too dangerous

i started getting existential thought all of sudden like

1.who am i?

2.why i am on earth?

everything started looking so strange to me as i am alien to world , every object looked strange this is so horrific feeling i cant explain

i also have ocd that lasted quite long

i came to realize why universe was made?what is point of our exisitence?

i just cant process fact that we all are same but different individual, our eyes sees different ,work different, everyone is his or her own person this fact is scaring me lot ,i am in severe depression

every moring i woke up i feel why i wake up with this soul? is this life? I FEEL STRANGE IN MY OWN BODY!!! AS IF A PERSON IS EXPERIENCING LIFE FOR FIRST TIME , I FELL LIKE I am going insane or is it psychosis. there are episodes where i completely forget who am i and work like robot on autopilot mode this os scared me alot ,i am having trouble in concentration ,my exams are near i have to study

every morning i try to understand how we can see through eye and interact and why every individual is his or her own person

my life is becoming hell please help

is this psychosis or am i insane ?

is it dp dr or other?

<i dont see things in 2d or fell disconnected>

EVERY ANSWER WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED