messages and other stuff

I've never written to message boards actively, and everytime I do write something, I hate everything I've just said. Does anyone have anything similar to this (can I blame dp) or is just me? Then there's always the in group and of course this doesn't apply only to internet message boards, there's just something I've never figured out that makes certain people the insiders. Anyone have an explanation?

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I ca nkind of realte to you as I sometimes think that I will post something that sounds completly stupid or doesnt make sense, guess I have a low sel confidence, but thats something ive had to live with since I was little , eg ive always had a negative side of me that loves to put my self down, don't really know how i developed this part of me , guess it just me!

I also sometimes find it hard to reply on a eprsonal basis to other people even on a messageboard such as this one as I have trouble feelign empathy sometimes or connecting with people, the right word is I feel cold inside, this is probably a symtom of dp but I was quite closed off before as a teenger before i deveoleped the dp/dr so I don't know I guess I find it hard to talk on an emotional level with other people, but its something om working on, but having the dp/dr complicates things somewhat.