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Chances are if you have this you’re suffering from your own mind distortion too. While this distortion is universal it’s still a question of one’s own consciousness. Some people say “accept”, they may have had an insight but once effort is taken to turn it into a method it’s a dead idea. Some say “find a new med or get a therapist because they are the ones that know better” And as that therapist holds your hand to the farthest they can go which may be necessary, you’ll see that ultimately you must carry yourself the rest of the way. So is it possible to grasp that at the beginning? That you have to be the one who “does it” for you in the end, because that’s a fact of it. Some people who are supposedly mentally healthier than us are killing other people, or living in illusions like believing they’re being guided by some outside force, or some god. There’s so many illusions and traps that mostly all of us go through. But if therapists admitted they’re just flawed people trying to do the best they can too then where would people go to? There is no real authority in any organization in the world. There’s no authority at all, you are both the curse and the key, and what you think of your brain is what your brain thinks because that’s what you are. You are your brain. I say that because I hope to help some people here who feel confused about themselves, people who get lost in thought about “who they are”, or that their own brain is against them etc. I know what it’s like to feel such heavy pressure over nothing but the fact of your own existence. It hurts to know beauty is all around you yet you still feel like shit. The solution is so simple, yet made up at the same time by yourself. When the only dictation of how good you feel is coming from you then you know you’re in the right place. That isn’t describing how you get there though. But when your experience of life is seemingly flowing without conflict, then you’re not dependent on anything. That’s when fear and misery has dissipated, and there’s no need to question any further then. Because once you understand the simple nature of your mind, that what it thinks about the problems it creates is how complicated it becomes then you’ve found your own heaven. There’s no need to go anywhere from there then, because nothing is complicated anymore.
