Specifically a 1:1 ratio of THC to CBD. Which means the cannabis I consume has an equal amount of THC and CBD. I take a very small amount every 4-6 hour's, and it makes me feel so fucking normal. It doesn't make me high, and no other formulation works as well. Brands that have worked for me include City Trees: Calm vape pen (Las Vegas Nevada) and Cbx Sciences: Amplify vape pen (colorado). I'm trying an edible right now so soon I will know the actual dosage. So that's my advise. Here's my story.
Before I started medicating I lived with the condition for 4 years. It started out as panic attacks triggered by the dissociative symptoms. The feelings became so frequent that they stopped inducing panic, within a year it was a 24/7 experience. I comorbidly had PTSD and depression.
When I got divorced I got treatment for my PTSD and depression. Both were alleviated within 6 months of therapy, but the DDD hadn't budged. My therapist told me to accept it, but I was miserable. I wasn't able to work full time. It was a miracle I didn't get fired. I felt disconnected from my environment, I didn't know who I was, I was easily overwhelmed by my senses, and thoughts, and I couldn't focus for the life of me. My path to try every possible solution lead me to cannabis, and I am grateful for that will and determination.
When I came back from Vegas (it's not legal where I live) it was like a miracle. I introduced myself to a coworker and said "I know you won't understand this, but it feels like I'm meeting you for the first time. Like I've chatted with you in a video game, but this is the first time I've met you in person." It felt like a huge burden had been lifted off my shoulders and simply existing was no longer exhausting. I kept reality checking, and everything always checked out.
At the time I thought I was 100% healed, but I'm not. I'll probably have to rely on this medication for the rest of my life. I still have to avoid triggers like sleep deprivation, long driving hours, and too much tv time. But I sometimes forget what derealization felt like given I go so long between symptoms.
I've been using cannabis for 8 months now. Sometimes I feel like an addict or something so I discontinue my treatment, like I did recently. God, I can't believe I used to feel that terrible all of the time.
If you have DDD I highly recommend this medication. I have no idea if it will work for other people, but I feel like the sooner you can treat it, the more treatable it is. I hope this can help somebody.
Before I started medicating I lived with the condition for 4 years. It started out as panic attacks triggered by the dissociative symptoms. The feelings became so frequent that they stopped inducing panic, within a year it was a 24/7 experience. I comorbidly had PTSD and depression.
When I got divorced I got treatment for my PTSD and depression. Both were alleviated within 6 months of therapy, but the DDD hadn't budged. My therapist told me to accept it, but I was miserable. I wasn't able to work full time. It was a miracle I didn't get fired. I felt disconnected from my environment, I didn't know who I was, I was easily overwhelmed by my senses, and thoughts, and I couldn't focus for the life of me. My path to try every possible solution lead me to cannabis, and I am grateful for that will and determination.
When I came back from Vegas (it's not legal where I live) it was like a miracle. I introduced myself to a coworker and said "I know you won't understand this, but it feels like I'm meeting you for the first time. Like I've chatted with you in a video game, but this is the first time I've met you in person." It felt like a huge burden had been lifted off my shoulders and simply existing was no longer exhausting. I kept reality checking, and everything always checked out.
At the time I thought I was 100% healed, but I'm not. I'll probably have to rely on this medication for the rest of my life. I still have to avoid triggers like sleep deprivation, long driving hours, and too much tv time. But I sometimes forget what derealization felt like given I go so long between symptoms.
I've been using cannabis for 8 months now. Sometimes I feel like an addict or something so I discontinue my treatment, like I did recently. God, I can't believe I used to feel that terrible all of the time.
If you have DDD I highly recommend this medication. I have no idea if it will work for other people, but I feel like the sooner you can treat it, the more treatable it is. I hope this can help somebody.