It's why I have an eating disorder. I love my body, I like food and cooking and eating and have no desire to lose weight. But fueling myself to keep existing? I kinda think, to what end? What is the purpose of this life I am supposedly living?
I dont believe there is meaning if were living our daily lives with DP/DR cuz everything is so damn boring. No matter what I do I feel so damn bored. I could imagine thats how everybody with DP/DR feels like life is meaningless and boring as the fuck.
Well I never bought into the idea that there was an objective meaning to life, but I did subscribe to the existentialist philosophy that we must create meaning, and that's what makes the DP / DR all the more painful to bear. If there were some objective meaning of life, I could persist with that in mind.
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