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Last night I snuggled up on my couch with a warm blanket lit the fireplace and played some music that is soothing to the soul. I needed to take a little time just for me to think of where my life is going with a dear friend beside me all the way, my dear friend being depersonalization. I called it dear friend because it is close to me, always there when I need it, never leaves my side, constantly remindes me of my existence even if it is a difficult one. I finally realized there is two ways I can handle having this friend of mine being so close to me and that is to either ignore it or accept that it is part of me. I was I have to admit feeling sorry for myelf a little bit, feeling lonely and scared of what the future may bring. After a long talk to myself I decided that if I am going not going to put myself down anymore because I am different I am going to accept who I am with an old friend hanging on for dear life and try to accomplish all the good things in life there is. I know there are days when we just feel like we cannot cope another minute in this but maybe if we take a moment for ourselves, give ourselves some quiet time to look at some positive things we can do to bring serenity then maybe we can look to the future with a little bit of a smile. It may sound silly to some that I took a moment to talk to my dp, oh and I am not of the wall, doctor says I am ok, well maybe I am ok a little bit, after dp is part of you if we try not to keep pushing it away maybe it will eventually just dissolve.