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MDMA (Ecstasy) and Ibogaine

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Has anyone on this board ever done Ecstasy?

I have PTSD and DP disorder. I haven't been able to make any progress in regular therapy. I'm virtually completely cut off from my feelings. It's amazing, I had a momentary freedom from my dp and it was amazing how real and full of feeling life is supposed to be. I've had DP for as long as I can remember - right through much of my childhood. It's trauma related, In my strong Opinion.

Anyway, I'm now looking into doing MDMA-assisted psychotherapy. MDMA was the original Ecstasy, back in the 80s. Today all sorts of different drugs are sold as Ecstasy, some producing similar effects, some not.

If you're interested in it, I have yahoogroup for people with Complex_PTSD. I have a whole section in the links section on MDMA-assisted psychotherapy.

If you have done Ecstasy, how was it? How did it affect you dp? How did it affect your emotions?

If you want to talk about trauma, or trauma treatment, go ahead and bring it up.

Michael Dewolf
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sometimes something that affects you so drastically can provide hope or help you respond in new ways.

That being SAID, i don't know if there is danger in it because some people react badly.

if you want my advice, well i shouldn't really give it on here but....

I did ecstacy when I had bad DP, and I had a great time. although it didn't really help anything like i had hoped, i was still amidst in a lot of personal fantasy issues and involved with the people whom these fantasies were based on...hard to explain. if you did it in a therapeutic situation with a trusted person, it could definitely yield better results than my uh recreational times.
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