Hey friends. First post here, sorry if it should be somewhere else!
Anyway, back in October of '21, i had a marijuana edible. It was about 7-8mg...not much as far as what I've been told.
I had a REALLY bad time.
Like..I was paranoid that my hotel bed had bed bugs or fleas on it, I didn't feel real, my legs felt like there was static inside them and I was panicking like absolute crazy. The next day..and days after, I just didn't feel right. Like did not feel the same...
Now, months later (april, '22) i am still suffering from extremely distressing and debilitating at times DR. Not so much DP (Or maybe it is? Idk.)
At times, my body feels like its moving on its own.
My thoughts make no sense. I think things like:
"Right. You are a person."
"You are real"
"Emotions are weird"
"I feel like nothing"
"I don't feel real"
"Oh right. I'm at work right now. I'm a human."
I'm not anxious when I feel DR symptoms. I could just be idle, staring at my phone, sitting on my couch, etc. No stress.
I have been feeling extreme DR symptoms for MONTHS now.
I have no idea what to do at this point. I tried taking a new medicatio to help treat it, no dice. Lexapro was unhelpful and made my DR symptoms increase and just made me want to kms.
What in the heck am I supposed to do? I feel like I'm not here. I can barely hold conversations, I don't feel right. How do I make this stop? I'll try anything.
For context: I live a healthy lifestyle. I go for walks, eat well, sleep well. So its not my lifestyle that's the issue. It was drug induced and my body won't snap out of it.
I'm in therapy, I'm trying to work with a psychiatrist. But I feel like nothing is helping. I still feel mentally not there.
Anyway, back in October of '21, i had a marijuana edible. It was about 7-8mg...not much as far as what I've been told.
I had a REALLY bad time.
Like..I was paranoid that my hotel bed had bed bugs or fleas on it, I didn't feel real, my legs felt like there was static inside them and I was panicking like absolute crazy. The next day..and days after, I just didn't feel right. Like did not feel the same...
Now, months later (april, '22) i am still suffering from extremely distressing and debilitating at times DR. Not so much DP (Or maybe it is? Idk.)
At times, my body feels like its moving on its own.
My thoughts make no sense. I think things like:
"Right. You are a person."
"You are real"
"Emotions are weird"
"I feel like nothing"
"I don't feel real"
"Oh right. I'm at work right now. I'm a human."
I'm not anxious when I feel DR symptoms. I could just be idle, staring at my phone, sitting on my couch, etc. No stress.
I have been feeling extreme DR symptoms for MONTHS now.
I have no idea what to do at this point. I tried taking a new medicatio to help treat it, no dice. Lexapro was unhelpful and made my DR symptoms increase and just made me want to kms.
What in the heck am I supposed to do? I feel like I'm not here. I can barely hold conversations, I don't feel right. How do I make this stop? I'll try anything.
For context: I live a healthy lifestyle. I go for walks, eat well, sleep well. So its not my lifestyle that's the issue. It was drug induced and my body won't snap out of it.
I'm in therapy, I'm trying to work with a psychiatrist. But I feel like nothing is helping. I still feel mentally not there.