Hello everyone ? how you doing ? Please read my story and answer quetions i have. 2 Months ago i made a stupid mistake that i will regret for every second of my life . me and my 3 friends smoked weed for first time . First i took 5 hits from a joint nothing happened . then i took another 5 hits . then 10 minutes later it come all at once and zoned out for 10 seconds . i get panicked . i thought i was losing my mind .my friends were fine and laugh at me and smoked more and more . immedietly my perception of reality changed .then i tought will i live just like this forever ? omg i worried so much. then next moring reality was still fucked up. i am university student of gpa 3.8 . but now i am close to be dropped out. so please answer my quetions . i will never smoke that shit for $10 million seriesly. 1. Did marijuana altered my brain permanently ? i always think like that. 2. Will my intellegence and memory back ? 3. How long does it take on average to recover ? 4. How can i recover quickly ?