Hi my name is Kyle, I am looking for some advice. I am trying to figure out if I am suffering from depersonalization or something else. 4 months ago, I was rushed to the hospital; I realized I couldn't read the letters on my phone screen, I felt a cold rush down the side of my head, then I felt a wave of panic come over me thinking there wasn't enough blood getting to my head. I have no recollection of getting to the hospital, only looking over at my partner and being unable to speak, think or process anything. I thought I had had a stroke or some kind of brain bleed. The next two months were hell on earth; I was dizzy, I had the worst headaches, my right hand was ice cold, I had the feeling of watching myself or there being a invisible wall between me and the world, I had about a half hour memory span, I was off balance, and had blurred vision. By my third month, I was vomiting, the left side of my body felt and still feels like it isn't mine (not looking at it but touching it, like something is wrong with the sensations). This is now my forth month; I have managed to control the dizziness and vomiting, but I seem to be left with what seems like derealisation and also this weird feeling like something that happened a hour ago feels like a week ago in my memory (if that makes any sense). I now seem to have uneven pupils (looks cools but its a bit unnerving) and also I have double vision when looking at letters or digits. I'm basically looking to find someone who can relate to my symptoms to see if there is a chance that this is what I am suffering from. I have had a CT scan and paid for a private MRI both of my head, countless blood tests, etc.
Blessings to all,
Blessings to all,