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I'm feeling so soul-crushingly alone right now. My roommate is gone and I am all alone in my apartment. Why does this happen? I can't always have someone with me. I wish my roommate were here, becuase even if we aren't hanging out, it's nice to have someone else in the apartment. My DP gets a million times worse when I am alone. It's like I need someone else around to confirm my existence. There is an Everlast song which contains the lines "I'm so lonely, it's kinda scary...this kind of lonely, is worth than dying." I feel like that a lot. Another line by Yoko Ono kind of describes my thoughts a lot "there are many things in time and space, I can endure, in fact I can endure almost anything, but loneliness is one thing I can't endure." I don't know, it just hurts right now, i'm so tired of being single and so tired of feeling so alone. Any help on curbing this loneliness? I play video games, but my mind wanders. I watch TV and it is there in the back of my mind, as it is when I read a book. Sigh. I continue on...