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I sometimes actually long for a natural disaster. I feel that if I knew I were about to die in one, I would accept it and maybe even feel a little happy and justified about it. Like because it would be natural "cleansing" I would totally accept my fate and know that the world would not be a lesser place without me in it. I know that sounds like depression, but it's really not. It's not that I WANT to die, it's just that if I knew I WERE about to die because of "natural" causes, I would have no problem accepting it. Life isn't real anyway, you know? Perhaps what comes after this is better....perhaps after we die we become more "real".
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same here if there was a natural disaster i wouldn't care. i least i would die and i wouldn't have to kill myself. i would just let it happen with no panic at all if there were a hurricane or something like that.
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same here if there was a natural disaster i wouldn't care. i least i would die and i wouldn't have to kill myself. i would just let it happen with no panic at all if there were a hurricane or something like that.
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·Yeah I feel like that too. Makes me not want to do anything, I don't care about anything. Just waiting to die really.
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Wow, what a bunch of downers. 
With this whole hurricane thing, as with all disasters I hear about, part of me keeps telling myself how lucky I am. I have a home, food, my cat (hey, a lot of the hurricane victims lost that too), a job, etc etc etc. I figure this should make me grateful, and not so self-absorbed. But it doesn't.
With this whole hurricane thing, as with all disasters I hear about, part of me keeps telling myself how lucky I am. I have a home, food, my cat (hey, a lot of the hurricane victims lost that too), a job, etc etc etc. I figure this should make me grateful, and not so self-absorbed. But it doesn't.
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sometimes when drink it makes me not care about dp and i feel somewhat normal. i haven't drank in a while. i just want something in my life back. i don't care what. something to make me feel interested or to care. its hard for me to watch sports or movies cuz my mind can't capture everything. like images. i don't see every detail like i used to.
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