[Caio]

seriously thinking that tomorrow will be my last day on earth, that my "Matrix" will be finished.
Maybe I'm giving up or just accepting that unfortunately this is my destiny.
I hope to come back here years later and say this was just a delusion of my mind.
If God exists, I hope he heals me, because I'm already doing my best.

 

[Tres]

seriously thinking that tomorrow will be my last day on earth, that my "Matrix" will be finished.
Maybe I'm giving up or just accepting that unfortunately this is my destiny.
I hope to come back here years later and say this was just a delusion of my mind.
If God exists, I hope he heals me, because I'm already doing my best.

Hello Caio,

I sincerely hope that you access the professionals, information, and understanding you need to get through this. I fixed my own dpd/drd two years ago after 9 years trapped and regularly help others as well. There is certainly an "other side" to this feeling in which you'll be able to look back and laugh.

If you ever need to talk just let me know.

 

[Dragoon909]

I personally believe God does exist: we're here aren't we?
And we just didn't pop up out if thin air; that's just my believe concerning spirituality.

I'm not religious, but am spiritual.

I will sure pray for you, as I pray for myself.

It can be hard to keep faith in this world, I know.

Perhaps in combination with prayer, seek a therapist or someone who you can talk with. It helps more than you think.

You'll be fine...
Keep walking up that mountain.

 

[coolwhip27]

And that’s all you can do. We’re all broken people here, but I guess that can be said about most. Life is a bitch and then you die. Keep fighting the good fight by continuing. Offing yourself is losing the battle, so please don’t. I’ve thought about doing it myself, when the pain in my mind is too much to bear. What tends to hurt me the most is things in the past. The past doesn’t even matter, the memories may burn but let them burn until they all turn to ash.

 

[Caio]

And that’s all you can do. We’re all broken people here, but I guess that can be said about most. Life is a bitch and then you die. Keep fighting the good fight by continuing. Offing yourself is losing the battle, so please don’t. I’ve thought about doing it myself, when the pain in my mind is too much to bear. What tends to hurt me the most is things in the past. The past doesn’t even matter, the memories may burn but let them burn until they all turn to ash.

thank you my friend, it's very difficult to stay well while our mind hurts us. I'm doing my best and I really hope to get back to normal.

 

[Caio]

I personally believe God does exist: we're here aren't we?
And we just didn't pop up out if thin air; that's just my believe concerning spirituality.

I'm not religious, but am spiritual.

I will sure pray for you, as I pray for myself.

It can be hard to keep faith in this world, I know.

Perhaps in combination with prayer, seek a therapist or someone who you can talk with. It helps more than you think.

You'll be fine...
Keep walking up that mountain.

I accept your prayer, I hope that God can help me, as I have been trying to help myself.

 

[Caio]

Hello Caio,

I sincerely hope that you access the professionals, information, and understanding you need to get through this. I fixed my own dpd/drd two years ago after 9 years trapped and regularly help others as well. There is certainly an "other side" to this feeling in which you'll be able to look back and laugh.

If you ever need to talk just let me know.

I would like to talk to you more privately, WhatsApp, telegram, whatever.

 

[Dragoon909]

I accept your prayer, I hope that God can help me, as I have been trying to help myself.

Just keep on doing what you do...

I've been living numb with no emotions now for a good 6 weeks. It can be tiring, but I go out and do what I do. It's discouraging that the dr came back after so many years of not having it. Just have to manage stress better.

In any event, you're not alone. I think it helps when we don't feel so isolated from the world.

If God doesn't answer your prayers immediately, don't get discouraged. I think there's a purpose for everything...even though we don't see it right away.

Just keep going, and talk to ppl.
Whether you seek medicine or not, talk to someone anyway.

Giving up isn't the answer. I know the feeling though...
I know it well.

Life will come back into focus.