[peacedove]

You know how people say life flashes before your eyes before you die...?
Well, to add to all my theories this is another one. Maybe I'm dying. Cuz memories flash in my memory constantly... and I constantly feel like I'm in a dream. So its... dying, abducted by aliens, past trauma, chemical imbalance, anxiety, God is just cruel, or maybe this is just a nightmare. Maybe I'm in a coma. Who fucking knows.

 

[Guest]

You're not in a coma because i am reading this. I am not a figure of your imagination...i exist. Unless you think i am a figure of your imagination. Your imagination isn't imaginative to create something as fucked up as ZiggomatiX. That is truth enough that you aren't in a coma. A coma would be nice though.

 

[dreamcatcher]

i know i am not in a coma......but sometimes i think it would be nice to be, just for a while then come round and forget totally about this crappy experience......i get sick of flash backs too

 

[Guest]

hey, its weird your talking about this..
i often think my imagiation has made up the world i see..and i might really be sleepin or in a coma..
and im like "maybe my brain is really imaginative and everything i see is made by me"
..maybe im an experiment..
maybe someone is monitoring what im doing in some matrix style world.

messed up, i know.

 

[peacedove]

No it's not messed up. At least not to me. You should read my "Aliens" post...

 

[Guest]

Hi peacedove

I can recall reading years ago about "sleep therapy" where the client went to a sleep sanatorium where they would be put to sleep for several days or more. Often with positive results. Don't hear much about it these days.

john

 

[Guest]

peacedove,

I've had like every single one of those thoughs. I obsesed over being in a coma for like 2 weeks before. I thought I made up everything in my head for like a month straight. Even thinking about life in general was fucking weird. Trust me, I've had all of these thoughts. All I can say is you need to stop believing in them or they will never go away because you can't you can't get over "crazy" thoughts like these if you believe them. Try really hard just to tell yourself its all BS and try hard to not believe them.

 

[nayashi]

i always have memories flashing before my eyes, a lot of the times, stuff that i didn't even remember. like it was something totally new. some really big events, too.

about 2 years ago i was sitting in front of the teevee and i remember my stepbrother coming into my room when i was nine. something that could have actually been the reason for my DP/DR, even though i remember having DP long before then. but it's stuff like that.

i know exactly how you feel.