Oh, anniversary this autumn - 15 years now complete. DR started at autumn 1989 and doesn't go away, no matter what... Only two brief moments DR-free during all these years - though both of them lasted only about 2 seconds. But I'm still alive and these four last years haven't been even depressed, so it is not so sad after all.
I've lost the concept of DP free. I don't even know what that means. To me DP is just the way things are. I've been on my first episode for 24 years now non-stop 24/7. I use to panic about it but now I just live with it in harmony. I also have DR 24/7, which annoys me.
1st episode lasted about 6 months pretty intensly then setled down, this time round, it's been about 1 year and 2 months.. maybe settling down a little over the last few weeks, but a long way from being dp/dr free.
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