not to be negative, but i actually had a couple psychotic episodes, but at the same time i was aware kind of of what was happening to me. i went to the hospital 3 times in like 5 days, it was horrible.
i think it was me thinking stress. i also thought people were out to get me for some reason, and even wen't i wen't to see my doctor i was freakin out, i was like no nobody believes me, the doctors think i'm crazy, am i crazy? thats what i was thinking.
i had a panic attack when i wen't to see my psychiatrist, i was like freakin out. it was prolly the amount of pot i smoked a month before plus depersonalization which lead to a lot of anxiety and stress and turned me a little psychotic, but right now i'm doing good. i'm not schizo or nething, i;ve seen 2 psych's and they don't think i am, but at that time i was in pretty bad shape, still trying to recover from that, because that was traumatic for me, so now i'm still going through major depersonalization/derealiztion from the horrible 3 hospital expieriences. I never want to go to a hospital again, unless i really need too. and at the whole time i was in the hospital i was like what the hell am i doing here, i'm not crazy, whats happening to me, fucking scary dude, i hope i don't ever get back like that again, but i don't think i'm psychotic at the time i was. but yea too much stress anxiety obsessive thinking, paranoia, and drugs can cause, even after a month or longer that you did the drugs. you will get better, day by day everyone will, and i will too. i wish i had my freakin short term memory back, its horrible.