[Beth]

All I can feel is a complete lack of comprehension (and terror, but that's the same for some reason). Words are so stupid. I can interpret them, and things I look at too, but I can see all the ways I interpret them, all the tools and methods, so they're still completely empty. Everything is empty and nonsensical. How can anyone be expected to believe all this? But it's all very consistent, and there's no better explanation, I suppose that's why. It's impossible for there to be underlying simplicity, or even sense, and I know that's a ridiculous thing to expect, just a stupid human thing, but that's the problem that being human just doesn't fit. I'm very scared because I know when this feeling goes, which it will, even though it's true, you can only actually feel it for so long or you'd have to die, then I'll feel the opposite, everything will mean too much, and I'll think I'm schizophrenic because that doesn't even make sense.

 

[Beth]

Don't really know why posted that. Can't sleep, going mad. But of course I'm not going mad. I'll just fall asleep. God I can't wait.

 

[Guest]

*sweet dreams*

 

[g-funk]

Made a lot of sense to me Beth. Know EXACTLY where your coming from. Sleep well because I can assure you when normal feelings come back, they are exactly that, everything looks right and doesn't 'mean too much'

 

[Guest]

Made a lot of sense to me Beth. Know EXACTLY where your coming from. Sleep well because I can assure you when normal feelings come back, they are exactly that, everything looks right and doesn't 'mean too much'

I was too exhausted to 'listen' to Beth... I'm exhausted.

Sorry Beth... I'm an idiot.
My brain busted.