So I recently found out I'm suffering from Depersonalization. It's really scary for me since it's gotten so bad. I feel like a robot and can't experience pleasure or happiness. I find nature and everything I look at really weird and oddly "shaped". I feel really confused, lost, and also when I look into a mirror. Even when I look at my hands, legs, arms, etc It looks awkward and unfamiliar. Television is also quite strange to me too. I feel like I don't belong here. It's like I'm lost in a different reality. I miss feeling normal SO MUCH and just enjoying life as well as my surroundings. I used to LOVE nature and being outdoors. Now I just think it all looks bizarre. Feeling extremely alone.