i decided to drive over to my sisters house tonight and while pulling out of my drive i felt ok,a little caught in my thoughts but ok,when i reached her house all of a sudden i was consumed entirely by my thoughts and i was gibbering around scratching my head and acting like a wreck...i sometimes wonder what in the hell have i turned into...i used to watch people like me at school,you know the kids who everyone took fun out of because they suffered from a nervous disposition...
it just seems weird that im not really concerned about the physical symptoms its just my awareness seems to be focused on what im thinking....this is a tough one to break i tried my best to avert my attention but it was tough,mental torment
