Just Completely Not here...

i just travelled to my friends house...which is about 12 minute drive...felt like i was going insane all the way...

got to her house and thought i would settle down at least a bit...but no...things just got worse and i have had to come home...

right now i feel completely not me and completely bewildered!

i just have no idea how i am functioning feeling like this!

i keep choking/gagging...i just feel so sick and everything feels completely numb...

i feel so scared and i just do not know what to do!!!

i am so sorry to vernt...i just feel like i have no idea where i am or what i am doing anymore...

i really cannot cope living like this any more!!!