Shadowness, I know how you feel. It probably feels like you are just exhausted from trying so hard to feel better. I had someone say to me one day, oh I am glad I have the day of today because I am so tired out and need a bit of a break. I looked at her and I said gee I too wish I had a day of to because I sure could use a break, she looked at me strangely and said but you don't have a job, why would you need a day off. I but I do have a job I replied I have a job and it is the job of fighting every waking moment in my life to cope with an illness that never lets go. It is a hard job to. She said is that really a job? Oh yes, you bet it is and it is a job that there is no holidays, no coffee breaks, no overtime pay, nothing. You just work, work, work. Shawdoness after she thought about it for a while she said to me, you know I am never going to complain again about needing time off. I am lucky she said.
I know it is painful and it hurts to be in this, please know we are here for you and even though you feel totally spent, it will get better, the sun will come out again and life will look much better. If you isolate yourself you will feel more alone, join us here and share with people who truly understand and care.
gem.
I know it is painful and it hurts to be in this, please know we are here for you and even though you feel totally spent, it will get better, the sun will come out again and life will look much better. If you isolate yourself you will feel more alone, join us here and share with people who truly understand and care.
gem.
