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On top of everything else I'm already taking, I've now been told to take quetiapine.
I went to the psychiatrist today. I couldn't get my words out properly, was tired of explaining the same thing again. All I wanted was to be explained to what was happening, and I came out twice as scared and confused as when I came in.
It didn't feel like he understood what I was saying. He kept saying the word psychosis. Then he said I didn't have it. Basically long story short, I thought there may be some explanation to the fact that I kept seeing the same 'coincidental' things constantly (yes I know about frequency illusion). But now I just think I've lost it.
This all just brought up questions of how we aren't truly in control of our brains, how our personalities are all just controlled by a series of chemicals. How do normal people just accept this? What am I missing? I really don't want to take this drug, because it will change things about me without it being me changing it.
I hope this made sense.
I went to the psychiatrist today. I couldn't get my words out properly, was tired of explaining the same thing again. All I wanted was to be explained to what was happening, and I came out twice as scared and confused as when I came in.
It didn't feel like he understood what I was saying. He kept saying the word psychosis. Then he said I didn't have it. Basically long story short, I thought there may be some explanation to the fact that I kept seeing the same 'coincidental' things constantly (yes I know about frequency illusion). But now I just think I've lost it.
This all just brought up questions of how we aren't truly in control of our brains, how our personalities are all just controlled by a series of chemicals. How do normal people just accept this? What am I missing? I really don't want to take this drug, because it will change things about me without it being me changing it.
I hope this made sense.