My name is Tony and Ive been through hell and back. I remember the day i got depersonalization and ive never been the same. I lost my personality and i basically got rebooted and fell off the face of the earth. Today I am still going through hell without DP however i am much much stronger. Im just going through the motions of life and trying to make a living. I still struggle with relationships. I have little to no friends. Tomorrow is the super bowl and i will be spending it alone. Eventhough i have gone through so much hurdles in life i dont know when i will finally get a break.