[lemontea]

Oh my god, I feel so far from reality now! It seems the "fog" is much bigger than usually, It seems I can't think, I can't do anything, I don't feel anything, only the feeling of unreality. Not only the things I did this morning seem unreal, even NOW seem unreal...It's so much worse than usually
I know, this is completely useless thread, but I just needed to write it down...It seems almost impossible that it can get better now...I wanna live again

 

[kchendrix]

Sorry this is happening to you.. What is your favorite thing to do? Do it, no matter how unreal it gets, do something you really used to love, don't let it frustrate you that you might not be enjoying it right away, keep doing things. Get outside if its nice, make your self realize that it i the way your are currently viewing things, nothing has changed, you are still you.it is the distorted way you are seeing things right now.

Try to get some therapy if you don't already have it going.

 

[lemontea]

Thanks, kchendrix...I feel better now, I played some computer game (that's a good thing if I want to forget about everything) a just kept doing usual things...Unfortunately, It's bad weather here right now, I think that makes it worse sometimes.

 

[Sojourner]

How's life in general in the Czech Republic, lemontea? Are you a student?

 

[Guest]

Today, I can relate to this because earlier i was feeling extremely strange

 

[Guest]

I don't understand this unreality bs anymore than you do. For what it's worth, you sure have my sympathy kid. Right around the time my dr became unnoticeable, I had made a big decision about my life's direction --going in a substantially different way from what I had always assumed I was going to go. Based on this single observation, I would make a suggestion to you. If you had big plans for your life before the unreality hit and pulled the rug out from under your feet, instead of trying to "put things back to normal" (pretty hard when the whole friggin world is unreal), consider going in a direction quite different from what you had planned. Something you _really_ would like to do just for your own crazy personal reasons. If you can find something that fits that bill (and only _you_ would know what it is), then start taking concrete steps to put it into effect.

That and listen to a lot of music!

 

[Guest]

Don?t worry, there will be better days... Nejsi na siti? Muzeme dat Unreal Tournament nebo nejakou jinou onlinovku trebas, kdyz taky hrajes.

 

[lemontea]

Thanks everyone for replies. I feel better today...well, not great, but as usually.

Sojourner, yes, I am a student. I don't know what to tell you about life here though, I think is pretty much similiar to the western countries.

Darku, te? hraju Warcraft III, ale po s?ti nic (zat?m...).