[Cosmic.loser]

It’s been months . It’s going to end up being a year . It’s not severe .. it’s bearable and all. But why do I still have it how could one little bad weed high cause all of this? It’s like my vision will be off but not super bad or anything but it should just be normal by now. No existential thoughts anymore but I still get random feelings of anxiety and that something is wrong. I don’t feel out of my body but sometimes I feel like I’m not here . Why isn’t it just poof gone?? People recover and it’s gone for good. I feel like I’m still stuck in the in between.

 

[allison84]

Hi
I know what you mean many times over the last 2 years now I have felt some what ok like you said a in between feeling , it kinda drives you more craxy because its so close to being gone .
Hang in cause in lots of recovery stories people seem to takk alot about this exact feeling and then it goes .