I get this crap all the time. You're fine. When we get so self fucused, the things that "ran in the background" of our thinking before DPDR, become noticeable and obvious when we get DPDR because we can't look away from ourselves. You're internal dialogue was always there, you just never noticed it until you read about schizophrenia and developed DPDR =) Now you can't stop listening to yourself think lol.