Hi everyone,
I feel very discouraged. I'm seeing progress but some days I feel that I'm back at square one. I just don't feel myself anymore. I used to be such a life enthusiast. Now the world feels cold. My family, my house. Everything is so anonymous. Everything that reminds me of my old self makes me extremely uncomfortable. I have been feeling hopeless these days, I'm only 19 and I feel that I will never be able to experience life anymore.
I can more or less do everything, but unable to enjoy or not enjoy anything at all. Everything is just meh. I'm afraid I'll never feel butterflies in my stomach again, that I'll never feel love or tenderness for my family, that I will never feel at home, that I'll never get myself back. Everything now is so cold and flat and blurry. Is there a chance I'll find myself again?
I feel very discouraged. I'm seeing progress but some days I feel that I'm back at square one. I just don't feel myself anymore. I used to be such a life enthusiast. Now the world feels cold. My family, my house. Everything is so anonymous. Everything that reminds me of my old self makes me extremely uncomfortable. I have been feeling hopeless these days, I'm only 19 and I feel that I will never be able to experience life anymore.
I can more or less do everything, but unable to enjoy or not enjoy anything at all. Everything is just meh. I'm afraid I'll never feel butterflies in my stomach again, that I'll never feel love or tenderness for my family, that I will never feel at home, that I'll never get myself back. Everything now is so cold and flat and blurry. Is there a chance I'll find myself again?
