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We’re here suffering from pretty much the same things, agreed? In truth, that’s not an idea it’s a reality. It’s as real as the sun coming up everyday, just because I may not see why doesn’t mean it isn’t there. You are in your consciousness and I’m in mine, but that consciousness is very much the same. I’m not speaking from the perspective of someone who has it all together and thinks that this post is prophetic or any of that. And, by seeing i mean actively understanding, not creating a memory of it so you can remember. Then it’s not a real understanding.
I already know depersonalization makes life seem less real, even visual distortions. My existence is broken up and operating in partials. And that’s not the result of DP, DP is the result of the miserable consciousness I exist in. It must have everything, not nothing, to do with my horrible mental state. So my mental state is not dependent on depersonalization, depersonalization is dependent on my mental state. This shitty state is defined by anxiety, fear, etc, they take away my energy. So what is fear really, does it represent something that could take place inwhich you don’t want to? I’m not sure, I’m asking you. Do you fear having DP, or whatever misery it is for the rest of your life? If it continues your life is in shambles kind of thing? There’s the memory of the suffering you’ve gone through from it in the past, and possibly effort to avoid it or get rid of the block which keeps you from being happy. It’s possible, I’m not saying its true for you but it might be, that if you were to not seek any result from yourself that you’d be better off. Not to say you should stop seeking so you can be happy. Stop seeking just to stop seeking.
Alright well, that’s it, if I get a lightbulb I’ll edit the post but I’m too tired to continue. Thanks all and good bye
I already know depersonalization makes life seem less real, even visual distortions. My existence is broken up and operating in partials. And that’s not the result of DP, DP is the result of the miserable consciousness I exist in. It must have everything, not nothing, to do with my horrible mental state. So my mental state is not dependent on depersonalization, depersonalization is dependent on my mental state. This shitty state is defined by anxiety, fear, etc, they take away my energy. So what is fear really, does it represent something that could take place inwhich you don’t want to? I’m not sure, I’m asking you. Do you fear having DP, or whatever misery it is for the rest of your life? If it continues your life is in shambles kind of thing? There’s the memory of the suffering you’ve gone through from it in the past, and possibly effort to avoid it or get rid of the block which keeps you from being happy. It’s possible, I’m not saying its true for you but it might be, that if you were to not seek any result from yourself that you’d be better off. Not to say you should stop seeking so you can be happy. Stop seeking just to stop seeking.
Alright well, that’s it, if I get a lightbulb I’ll edit the post but I’m too tired to continue. Thanks all and good bye
