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I have been suffering with a herniated disk in my back, along with my anxiety and DP. The pain was so unreal today that i felt like i was gone. Not real at all. I took some pill called cyclobenzaprine to help with my back. It made me pass out. Now i wake up and feel 100% unreal. Like i never have before.

Everything looks crazy, TV seems unknown, my wife seems strange. I think im past a point and now im gone. I think ill go the ER and have my self committed.

I feel unreal and trance like...

 

[Guest]

im sorry to here that. i will pray for you. dont worry, you'll get threw this, and remember, your not alone.

 

[sebastian]

Spaceplex: I know it sounds ridiculous, but you seriously will be okay! I was so bad once I literally felt like an abyss was swallowing me up as i laid in bed...it took so long to finally get better, but i did get better...gradually. I've also had nights of such incredible unreality I was utterly positive that it was over for me. I was so sure of it i actually felt relieved in a way. Like, "my life is over...i can resign myself to living in an institution...maybe i'll meet a cute girl there or something...write my books...study religion, etc., etc..." Seriously. I seriously thought like this. When i realized the next morning that yes, i felt terrible, but was still feeling far too rational for one to be considered "insane", it was almost a let down.

Spaceplex...it's horrible...but it's just anxiety. You will get better...believe me.

s.

 

[Mule]

snap out of it man.
you gotta stop thinking into everything so much, i know how shit this stuff is. i've lost my girlfriend after 2 years, alot of my friends, feeling of interest.

and gained alot of anxiety, panic, obscure throughts about everything, depression.

but you have good and bad days man, keep going man.

 

[agentcooper]

if you feel bad enough to have yourself committed, maybe that's the right course of action for you. maybe you can get intesive help and avoid other episodes like this one. i've often thought that if my dp/dr ever got to that point, i would ask my family for money to commit myself for a short while. luckily, it's never gotten to that point.

good luck with whatever you decide.

 

[Guest]

Hola,
You've got to hang in there. I remember a real "heavy duty" episode I had where I was sure I had died and was waiting for someone to tell me it was "ok to pass on". I was "freaking" pretty hard, but I eventually got thru it. It's never easy as most of us know, and hanging in there is sometimes the hardest part. But you have to look deep inside yourself for the strength to tell yourself that "it will get better". Besides when everything seems like it cant get any worse...the only place from there is UP.

Good Luck.

Tony

 

[LMewes72]

I have been suffering with a herniated disk in my back, along with my anxiety and DP. The pain was so unreal today that i felt like i was gone. Not real at all. I took some pill called cyclobenzaprine to help with my back. It made me pass out. Now i wake up and feel 100% unreal. Like i never have before.

Everything looks crazy, TV seems unknown, my wife seems strange. I think im past a point and now im gone. I think ill go the ER and have my self committed.

I feel unreal and trance like...

You’re describing Derealization … so I’m assuming it made it worse . I’m sure it was temporary . How you described this experience is how I feel pretty much all the time , without cyclobenzaprine