[jc]

just quoting something that 'inflammed' mentioned in another topic ,but can any of you relate to this statement,i sure as hell can,this feeling of unreality seems to stem from me spending too much time looking inwards,when im on the pc watching a film i have brief spells of freedom,but when i go for a walk i feel trapped in my head as though nothing outside of me matters.
while walking out yesterday i passed all of the houses with there decorations ,and i really wanted to see and feel these decorations and i really wanted to get that so called 'christmassy feeling' but im just trapped and numb...i really desperately want to get into this lovely warm christmas emotional feeling,but it aint happening which upsets me

 

[Inflammed]

Ok, DP/DR is supposed to be mainly a perceptual distortion of reality, of what we see...

Anyone tried to close their eyes when the're so out of focus you can't look foward %?

 

[Guest]

The same thing happened to me a couple days ago while waiting in line at the greyhound station with all the lights and potent smelling decorations up. I was having these vivid smell memories (i get these fairly often) and reminded of christmas would give me this warm wholesomely gay feeling. Once my glimpse in the past is gone, i'm back in this hazy, empty state. To give myself credit, I haven't lost total touch, becauase during whatever vague memories of christmas, i felt something.

 

[Guest]

I would often close my eyes, rub my eyes, or put my hands up to my face when i feel i've got sensory overload.

 

[Guest]

I would often close my eyes, rub my eyes, or put my hands up to my face when i feel i've got sensory overload.

:wink: G.et b.ac.k "i.n t.ouch" w.i.th y.ou.rs.el.f. (B.ut, y.ou w.ro.te i.t w.ron.g)

 

[Guest]

just quoting something that 'inflammed' mentioned in another topic ,but can any of you relate to this statement,i sure as hell can,this feeling of unreality seems to stem from me spending too much time looking inwards,when im on the pc watching a film i have brief spells of freedom,but when i go for a walk i feel trapped in my head as though nothing outside of me matters.
while walking out yesterday i passed all of the houses with there decorations ,and i really wanted to see and feel these decorations and i really wanted to get that so called 'christmassy feeling' but im just trapped and numb...i really desperately want to get into this lovely warm christmas emotional feeling,but it aint happening which upsets me

Overload.
E.m.otion.al most.ly.

H.ave s.ex.

 

[Isobel]

Sorry, but I just cant enjoy sex at the moment.
I just feel like a corpse when its happening .

 

[Guest]

Sorry, but I just cant enjoy sex at the moment.
I just feel like a corpse when its happening .

Th.at shoc.ke.d me. ^

:arrow: Wow.. *spin*

 

[Inflammed]

Hey Ghost...they letted you in ?
Haha...

 

[Inflammed]

Or maybe I should have said...they letted you out ? :wink:

 

[Guest]

Hey Ghost...they letted you in ?
Haha...

Yes, they did.
?

 

[Guest]

Sometimes I walk around the city and I can't take in anything because i am so lost in my own thought processes or lack there of and trying to understand what it is I am and the world seems foreign and seperate. And at these times I cannot feel anything that pertains to the external. But sometimes everything that is happening is me and there is no seperate me, this can be intensely beautiful and terrifying. But more often I cannot feel anything but the squeezing in my brain and what seems to be disinigration.

 

[Guest]

Sometimes I walk around the city and I can't take in anything because i am so lost in my own thought processes or lack there of and trying to understand what it is I am and the world seems foreign and seperate. And at these times I cannot feel anything that pertains to the external. But sometimes everything that is happening is me and there is no seperate me, this can be intensely beautiful and terrifying. But more often I cannot feel anything but the squeezing in my brain and what seems to be disinigration.

I like you

 

[Inflammed]

Hey Ghost...they letted you in ?
Haha...

Yes, they did.
?

Just foolin' with you Ghost :wink:

 

[Guest]

Hey Ghost...they letted you in ?
Haha...

Yes, they did.
?

Just foolin' with you Ghost :wink:

OK