[M A R S]

Im so gone, the worst in years. Weed, pills and drink. My DP is amazingly unreal right now. Im not in any world. I feel like this is all i am now..

 

[Imagine]

Did you just smoke weed?

 

[Monkeydust]

I think anyone who's taken pills, weed, and has drunk a lot is likely to feel how you are right now.

Why did you take it all? I thought you were doing a little better these last couple of days. You really need to try and cut out this stuff.

 

[Imagine]

I still just can't believe that in your current state of Depersonalization that you smoked weed, thats a no go area man.

Also man, sorry that I never replied on aim, You always seem to msg me just when I hit the hay.

 

[M A R S]

Now i have a hang over.. MINT! Im such a fool and all the people around me were smoking weed. I just drank and took a pill for my back. Today is the aftermath.

 

[Scattered]

drinking + painkillers = bad

 

[Kelson12]

Man, you gotta stay away from the weed and really try to monitor the alcohol...especially when you are feeling as bad as you have been. You know that weed has been known to cause DP in many, many people, so you know its only gonna make you worse and alcohol is one of the biggest known depressants, so you know thats gonna make you worse.

You can't expect to feel better if you keep poisoning yourself and adding to the symptoms!

 

[Blake]

if you ever want to recover, you will have to stop getting drunk/stoned.

 

[Luka]

Totally agree with all of the above. Why do such things if you know it can and may make your dp/dr worse? Don't go anywhere near that stuff!

 

[andymania]

Spaceplexx,

Bro, that shit will just augment your DR/DP ten fold.

 

[Guest]

yeah you should especially stay away from smoking weed, it will only make things worse.

 

[peacedove]

spaceplex... you say you won't go inpatient cuz that's just crazy... but then you take pills, drink, and smoke weed all at the same time. What was the name of the pill you took for your back? I don't mean to be a hypocrite... cuz I have my drinking days too. But I guess I can think more logically about things when they are happening to someone else rather than myself.

You might want to reconsider all this. Are you at least getting outpatient counseling?? Maybe you don't need to be an inpatient. But I can tell you are suffering a whole lot so I hope you have a therapist or someone to talk to. Not just a psychiatrist that hands out meds, but someone to really listen to you and lead you in the right direction.

 

[M A R S]

For the record, i did not smoke weed. I was in the room with people smoking weed. I took vicodine 5 hours after i finished drinking. I have not smoked weed since may.