I'm this way to right now. I just don't feel attached to anything. I went 4 weeks feeling pretty decent. Now I feel so attached and so scared of life and so depressed. It's horrible. Hopefully I will snap out of it soon.
But even though I usually snap out of it, the fact that I have so many ups in downs is scary as well. It's like no matter how long I feel good, I end up feeling bad again. It's horrible.