hey thanks jon
i will never ever touch a drop again,this was my 'end of the road' moment......
i just cant do it anymore,a life of sobriety is a tough thought,but the guy in A.A just said one day at a time and if i feel desperate go to a meeting or phone him...its alcohol that has gotten me into this anxious state but i was in such denial that i wouldnt admit that to myself,but now i fully admit that alcohol (in my case) is to blame...
it saddens me really that i cant just have a couple of pints then go home,but i know i cant,im an alcoholic...there you go i can even admit it now so no more denial
all the best
jc
i will never ever touch a drop again,this was my 'end of the road' moment......
i just cant do it anymore,a life of sobriety is a tough thought,but the guy in A.A just said one day at a time and if i feel desperate go to a meeting or phone him...its alcohol that has gotten me into this anxious state but i was in such denial that i wouldnt admit that to myself,but now i fully admit that alcohol (in my case) is to blame...
it saddens me really that i cant just have a couple of pints then go home,but i know i cant,im an alcoholic...there you go i can even admit it now so no more denial
all the best
jc