[Guest]

This depression is killin me right now. It has been getting worse over the last week or so. Its like yo will I ever get any kind of relief?????????

I don't even know why I made this post

the never ending battle with myself, continues on............

 

[Guest_]

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[fingertingle]

I don't understand the anticipatory skipping of lines

in this post.
.....

Yeah.. I don't know..

If it's ever been worse, you're pretty much assured it will get better.

 

[MrMortgage]

Those that have or have had depression, know that when your in the deepness of it, no one can tell you that it will pass or get better, it's one of the worst feelings every!

A good way of putting it is my friend once told me " I bet if you just one a million dollars you would feel happy again!"

I told him, "now I know you DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO FEEL THIS WAY!"

:arrow:

That's right folks, nothing makes you feel good when your in depression!

 

[terri*]

Hey SoulBrotha,

You know there are the bad days you have to wait to pass and then there will be some better days again. Rethink your thinking and get back on top of it. Do all the things you know to do to get out of this funky mindset.

And while you're at it, do you mind taking out the "so I'm gonna try death"? It's very upsetting to read. A thread today was locked for making that kind of comment. For other people that may be thinking those kinds of thoughts, it is very irresponsible to post words like those because the other people may think "oh, there's somebody like me, maybe I will just do it." I know it is a cry for help, but as Rev said today, due to the seriousness of such a thought, this is not the place to find help one needs at such a desperate time. Call a doctor or a friend immediately for help if you should feel this way.

I wish strength to you. It will come back to you.
terri

 

[enngirl5]

You do what you can to communicate online. Skipping lines is like saying, I don't know what I wanna say, I'm just thinking and rambling. Which we all do a lot on this board.

 

[peacedove]

I think fingertingle was just teasing SoulBrotha cuz he tends to say "I don't understand the point of this post" a lot.

So fingertingle made a jab at his line skipping.

Or maybe I just read to much into things.

Keep your head up SoulBrotha. You have felt better in the past right? You can do it again. You still involved with your music?

 

[Guest]

why did someone tell me this thread was locked???

why would you lock a thread anyways

and personally, I could give a fuck if someone is taking " jab" at me on this website. I feel miserable anyways, so it does not phase me in any way.

 

[fingertingle]

I wasn't trying to be mean at all. I thought you were like, e-imitating the person who poster earlier (but I wasn't sure, which is why I replied anyway), which I thought was really mean. BUTTT, obviously not. I'm sorry and I really hope you feel better and pull through this.

 

[Tom Servo]

I think he's referring to a note I sent. I misread terri*'s post and thought S.B.'s thread was locked so I sent a PM. Guess I should read more carefully. Sorry, S.B., Fingertingle, and anyone else I might have accidently offended.

 

[terri*]

Hey Again SoulBrotha,

I really appreciate your understanding about the wording. And then I really understand your thought of this depression is killing me. So many times thru the years it has been the depression that has sent me to my lowest. I think I catch that same thought pattern many times on the board when others talk about being so low. It is depression that is so hard to fight because, as MrMortgage said..."nothing makes you feel good when you're in depression." I guess knowing what we know, we can only do the thing of getting up and putting one foot in front of the other. I have willed myself to do this sometimes. And then there are times I have just had to stay in bed. I do hope support will help give you the strength to get back in the game. I think when we come to this board and hear other people understand and support us that it can help give that extra push to help us thru the worst of times. I hope you have found that here for this episode.

Alright then,
take care,
terri

 

[Martinelv]

This thread isn't locked and, so far, there is no reason for it to be.

Listen to Terri* SB, the crazy old bean is making sense.

 

[terri*]

Just to bring sense to the "thread being locked" thing for people who are just reading today. Last night, at his worse, Soul had worded the beginning of his post differently. Rev had locked something similar to that yesterday. Changing the wording to this depression is killing me really better stated where you are/were. It was really a straight up thing to do, Soul. Thanks again.

 

[kchendrix]

SB

You have been through a lot of s*it this past couple of months, and stuff that probably you may have been angry about it happening, now i don't know if those things have settled down, but sometimes once a situation resolves or goes away and we don't have it to focus on our depression kicks up.

My daughter was my focus,, Trying to keep her in highschool , trying to get her to go to college. Trying to keep her away from 27 year old men @ age 18. Well when she suddenly moved out and moved in with this guy, quit high school and I now I had no focus , no control well I became very depressed, all that anger and hurt was inside and I had no way to let it all go...

Maybe what you have been through is bothering you deeper, talk it out, keep busy don't lay down and quit, you are better then that dude.

Peace
KC

 

[peacedove]

sorry.

 

[LISA NICHOLS]

This depression is killin me right now. It has been getting worse over the last week or so. Its like yo will I ever get any kind of relief?????????

I don't even know why I made this post

the never ending battle with myself, continues on............

hi im feeling really low to at the moment its mad cos people ask me why and im like i dont know yeah i know its cos of the dp/dr but at tht time in peeps asking my whole life existance just seems numb

today for instance i just feel so bored of living ive had enough everything getting me down!!!!!!!!

i cant seem to pick myself up its like i got a dead weight of crap on me