I'm hallucinating this

Hey guys, I'm back. I've been doing great lately, but I'm having a relapse and I'm quite scared. My main worry is still solipsism, but I guess it's more of a hallucination-based one. What if I'm literally imagining everything and everyone at this very moment, like some sort of big hallucination? What if I'm actually alone on earth and it's just a big psychedelic trip. Man, I hate my mind so much.