To be honest at this point my symptoms have been the same for so long and this is the worst they've been for the last month. I want to give up already, I'm trying to stay strong to my self and my religion because I do believe in god, If not i would've killed myself a long time ago . I'm feeling so confused and cant even remember yesterday and time passes by my face. I don't want to do this shit anymore, this is probably the DP talking but like ugh fuck my life man, When i look in the mirror I cant even see myself the same way. I try to be happy but then I remember that i'm going to be like this the rest of my life and not going to graduate and experience all the fun stuff like driving and stuff with a normal mind. Living like this is so useless because I cant feel like a day is a day because I'm in my mind to damn much, sorry for the little rant I just have no other place or anyone to talk to about my feelings and shit. Anyways you guys have a good night or day and thanks for reading and leave how your feeling right now in the comments, would help knowing i'm not the only one going through my worst times.. :|