I'm convinced

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M A R S

Discussion Starter · Jul 23, 2005

I think i have schizophrenia!! I'm never going to get "normal" again.. All i do is think about shit to the point i feel unreal. I cant concentrate on things because I'm crazy.

I feel like I'm in a dream or in a movie. I feel like I'm going to trip out. I'm going to be lost.

I have constant panic 24/7...

Ill i do is look up shit online, i read all this shit and i have all of it.

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M A R S

Discussion Starter · #5 · Jul 23, 2005

All my Dr gave me a Buspar. I have had it in the past but it takes a bit to work. He also have me something for my blood pressure and heart rate.

Right now i feel like my heart is going to explode. I wish i could have gotten xanax or ativan or Valium. But no luck. So I'm just going to have to wait it out.

I also quit drinking about a week ago and that i think is making me even more crazy.

I need something, weed, pills...

I need all of this to just stop.

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M A R S

Discussion Starter · #6 · Jul 23, 2005

Ill be ok for about 10 seconds , then i remember that im crazy and it comes right back.

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Discussion Starter · #8 · Jul 23, 2005

I just feel like ill NEVER EVER get out of this shit. I had this in the past and i can remember a day when i was like "I don't even know what i was thinking about" But i don't see me ever having a day like that again.

And yes my first ever time having DP/DR was when i was stoned at the age of 17. Now I'm 31...

I had panic and obsessions before then but i could handle that stuff.

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M A R S

Discussion Starter · #10 · Jul 24, 2005

this freaks me out.. http://www.psyweb.com/Glossary/dereal.jsp

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