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·Hey this is Beetlejuice, it's been a long time. Hello for all of those who knew me and nice meeting you all.
I just tought of paying a visit to this site, the place that kept me from going crazy and assisted a lot in my recovery. For those of you who don't know my story, I got DP from smoking pot and it lasted about 1.5 years , extreme insomnia , panick attacks , reality testing , yeah all of that.
I can't be sure of what helped me regain reality, that is the purpose of this thread.Altough I'm gonna risk, I got really pissed of about my condition and started bodybuilding. From a weak kid I went to become huge and started a healthy diet. I stopped all gluten, caffeine (yeah, cocoa too) and started eating a lot of healthy fats , omega-3 and saturated fats (yup its healthy, as long as it's not mixed with carbs http://www.johnberardi.com ). Anyways , I had gone from about 75 % to 95% in some 4-5 months.
What was the turning point? Hmm it's hard to say it happens little by little , in fact when I was around 98-99% things were so clear and I was enjoying life so much with all the smoothness that I tought I was already 100% back.Anyways , yup I added some some juice (testosterone) to that point , but before you judge me , remember I was the most scared person on earth , wouldnt drink a drop of alcohol or caffeine , whatever , with fear of unleashing new DP. I was so dped that even washing my hands in the toilet were a journey to hell as I would feel my hand wet for hours and if I tried to dry with the towell they actually bled as they still felt wet no matter how dried out.
Now, I'm NOT suggestin you go and try anabolic steroids , I'm only telling my story, remember?. Right, now moving on , I think in a few weeks I had achieved 100% and a nice body by the way , hehe.
Now , my life is great , normality is normal again and I got my mathematical ability back (very important for a college student of engineering), I am enjoying swimming pools and take a swim every day (not bad for someone who was afraid of taking showers). Even more great news , you know that spinny feeling that is almost like an epiletic glitch?It recently went away , yeahhhhh !! The last remainder of DP gone.
Well, I'll keep praying for you. If you are christian want to read a great site on christianity , different from all of what you have read, trust me on this one. Go to http://www.nov55.com/rel/contents.html
Just a sample:
" Paul's theology contrives a need for a guaranty. It starts with the person who supposedly provides the guaranty, which is God. He supposedly was angry at humans because they sinned, and crucifying Christ is said to have removed that anger and replaced it with a guaranty of salvation.
There is no small amount of absurdity in claiming God was pleased to have Christ crucified.Christ said that he alone is the teacher (Mat 23:10). Yet Paul's promoters pretend that Christ had some other purpose, while they use Paul as their teacher.
Christ taught "the path to life" (Mat 7:14). He stated his purpose is to "testify to the truth" (John 18:37)."
Now, just a Hint, the objective of material life is to end sin.You can read What Sin Is at that same site, take care all of you and good luck.
-Dan
*feel free to email me *
[email protected]
I just tought of paying a visit to this site, the place that kept me from going crazy and assisted a lot in my recovery. For those of you who don't know my story, I got DP from smoking pot and it lasted about 1.5 years , extreme insomnia , panick attacks , reality testing , yeah all of that.
I can't be sure of what helped me regain reality, that is the purpose of this thread.Altough I'm gonna risk, I got really pissed of about my condition and started bodybuilding. From a weak kid I went to become huge and started a healthy diet. I stopped all gluten, caffeine (yeah, cocoa too) and started eating a lot of healthy fats , omega-3 and saturated fats (yup its healthy, as long as it's not mixed with carbs http://www.johnberardi.com ). Anyways , I had gone from about 75 % to 95% in some 4-5 months.
What was the turning point? Hmm it's hard to say it happens little by little , in fact when I was around 98-99% things were so clear and I was enjoying life so much with all the smoothness that I tought I was already 100% back.Anyways , yup I added some some juice (testosterone) to that point , but before you judge me , remember I was the most scared person on earth , wouldnt drink a drop of alcohol or caffeine , whatever , with fear of unleashing new DP. I was so dped that even washing my hands in the toilet were a journey to hell as I would feel my hand wet for hours and if I tried to dry with the towell they actually bled as they still felt wet no matter how dried out.
Now, I'm NOT suggestin you go and try anabolic steroids , I'm only telling my story, remember?. Right, now moving on , I think in a few weeks I had achieved 100% and a nice body by the way , hehe.
Now , my life is great , normality is normal again and I got my mathematical ability back (very important for a college student of engineering), I am enjoying swimming pools and take a swim every day (not bad for someone who was afraid of taking showers). Even more great news , you know that spinny feeling that is almost like an epiletic glitch?It recently went away , yeahhhhh !! The last remainder of DP gone.
Well, I'll keep praying for you. If you are christian want to read a great site on christianity , different from all of what you have read, trust me on this one. Go to http://www.nov55.com/rel/contents.html
Just a sample:
" Paul's theology contrives a need for a guaranty. It starts with the person who supposedly provides the guaranty, which is God. He supposedly was angry at humans because they sinned, and crucifying Christ is said to have removed that anger and replaced it with a guaranty of salvation.
There is no small amount of absurdity in claiming God was pleased to have Christ crucified.Christ said that he alone is the teacher (Mat 23:10). Yet Paul's promoters pretend that Christ had some other purpose, while they use Paul as their teacher.
Christ taught "the path to life" (Mat 7:14). He stated his purpose is to "testify to the truth" (John 18:37)."
Now, just a Hint, the objective of material life is to end sin.You can read What Sin Is at that same site, take care all of you and good luck.
-Dan
*feel free to email me *
[email protected]
but when i was 100% myself, i was big into weightlifting! i wonder if the the fact your pushing yourself with your physical self helps you to snap back? coz i stopped training for about 5 months and it came back..... also the excessive ammounts of protein must have a positive effect? concentrating on your body is defo a help, even tho deep in dp i dont feel like i'm my body just my mind 
